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Padre Pio insists:
"Nourish Your Soul by Devout
Reading"
Padre Pio is the Catholic priest who bore on his body the
five bleeding wounds of Christ for 50 years, from 1918 until his death in 1968.
He was deeply devoted to Our Lady of Fatima, Who miraculously cured him of a
lingering sickness in 1959. This miraculous intervention of Our Lady took place
when the Pilgrim Statue of Our Lady of Fatima came to his monastery at San
Giovanni Rotondo.
The following is a letter written by Padre Pio to one of his
spiritual children explaining the great importance of spiritual reading:
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Padre Pio raises his stigmatized hand in blessing at Holy Mass. It was only during Mass that the wounds in his hands were uncovered. For 50 years the wounds neither healed nor ever got infected, and the hole in each hand was so wide that you could see right through the hand. |
As regards your reading, there is very little to be admired and
hardly anything by which to be edified. It is absolutely necessary for you to
add to such reading that of the holy books so highly recommended by all the
Holy Fathers of the Church. I cannot dispense you from such spiritual reading,
for I have your perfection too much at heart. If you want to gain the quite
unhoped-for fruit from such reading, it will be well to rid yourself of the
prejudice you have with regard to the style and form in which these holy books
are set forth.
Get to work, then. Make an effort in this respect, and don't
neglect to ask the Divine assistance with all humility. There is a deep
deception in this matter and I cannot and do not wish to conceal it from you. I
want to tell you, to my great embarrassment, that I too was similarly deceived
and if the merciful God in His goodness had not revealed this deception to me
in due course, who knows where a headlong fall might not have landed me?
I really owe this testimony to the truth, namely, that I never
felt the least attraction for the type of reading that might sully moral
innocence and purity, for I held quite naturally in greatest abhorrence even
the slightest obscenity. In my readings, which were not improper but were
invariably profane, I sought merely scientific satisfaction and the pastime of
honest mental recreation. Yet in spite of my innocent intentions, such readings
produced deep wounds in my heart and if they did nothing else they kept me at a
standstill and never helped me to acquire even a single virtue. The worst
aspect of this was that my love for God grew colder and colder.
The grace of our heavenly Father, ever attentive, saved me from
many dangers and seemed somehow to be battling with my will so as to prevent me
from being entirely lost. It seemed as if the good God, with fatherly
solicitude and loving insistence, was seeking an effective means to call me
back to Him, while I myself was foolishly fleeing, always fleeing from Him. But
in the end I was vanquished by Divine grace. Oh, how happy I was to have been
conquered by so dear a Father! Oh, blessed for ever be this most tender Spouse
for His exceeding patience and goodness towards such a wretched creature as
myself!
I am horrified, my dear sister, at the damage done to souls by
their failure to read holy books.
Listen to the way the Holy Fathers express themselves when they
exhort us to apply ourselves to this type of reading. St. Bernard, in the scale
of values he established for his cloistered monks, recognizes four degrees or
means by which to reach God and perfection, namely reading and meditation,
prayer and contemplation. As proof of what he says, he quotes the Divine
Master's own words: "Seek and you will find, knock and it will be opened to
you" (Mt. 7:7, Lk. 11:9). He goes on to apply these words to the four means to
degrees of perfection and says that by reading Sacred Scripture and other holy
and pious books we are seeking God; by meditation we find Him, by prayer we
knock at the door of His Heart and by contemplation enter the theater of divine
delight which has been opened to our mental gaze by reading, meditation and
prayer (ST. BERNARD, Scala claustralium sive Tractatus de modo orandi,
Chap. 2:PL 184, 476, No.2).
Elsewhere the Saint tells us that reading is, as it were,
spiritual food applied to the palate of the soul; meditation chews it by its
reasoning, while prayer savors it. Contemplation is then the very sweetness of
this spiritual food which restores the soul entirely and comforts it. Reading
stops at the bark or outer covering of what is read; meditation penetrates into
its core; prayer goes in search of it by its questions, while contemplation
enjoys it as something already possessed (ST. BERNARD, ibid., cf Col.
475-476, No. 1).
The esteem which St. Jerome had for the reading of holy books is
incredible. He exhorts Salvina to have holy books always at hand, for these are
a strong shield to ward off all the evil thoughts which attack people in their
youth (ST. JEROME, Epist. ad Salvinam, 79: PL, Vol. 22, Col. 730-731).
He teaches the same thing to St. Paulinus: "Always keep the holy book in your
hands," he tells him, "that it may nourish your soul by devout reading." (ST.
JEROME, Letters: PL, Vol. 22, Col. 579). To the widow Furia he suggests
frequent reading of Sacred Scripture and the writings of those Doctors whose
doctrine is holy and wholesome, in order to avoid the fatigue involved in
searching for the gold of holy and healthful teachings in the quagmire of false
documents (Ibid.: PL, Vol. 22, Col. 550). To Demetriade he writes: "Love
reading Holy Scripture if you want to be loved by Divine Wisdom, if you want
Her to guard and possess you. You used to adorn yourself in various ways," adds
the holy Doctor at once, "you wore jewels on your bosom, necklaces at your
throat, jeweled earrings. For the future let holy readings be your gems and
your jewels by which to adorn your soul with holy thoughts and devout
statements." (Letters, cit.: PL, 22, Col. 1124).
St. Gregory expresses himself in the same way, using the
allegory of the mirror: "Spiritual books are like a mirror which God places
before us in order that we may see ourselves in them and hence correct our
faults and adorn ourselves with every virtue. Just as vain women look at
themselves frequently in the mirror and there remove every blemish from their
faces, adjust their hair and adorn themselves in a thousand ways in order to
appear charming in the eyes of others, so too, the Christian must frequently
place the holy books before his eyes in order to perceive the faults he must
correct and the virtues by which he must adorn himself so as to be pleasing in
the sight of his God." (ST. GREGORY, Moralia, Lib. 2, c. 1).
I refrain from mentioning other authorities. However, I point
out to you the power of holy reading to lead even worldly persons to change
their course and enter on the path of perfection. For this purpose it suffices
you to consider the conversion of St. Augustine. Who was it that won this great
man over to God? His ultimate conqueror was neither his mother by her tears nor
the great St. Ambrose by his divine eloquence, but the reading of a book.
Those who read his Confessions cannot keep back their
tears. What a desperate battle, what violent conflicts he endured in his poor
heart because of his enormous reluctance to give up his lewd sensual pleasures.
He says of himself that he was compelled to utter groans and laments while his
will was bound as if by a strong chain and that the infernal enemy confined his
will in the fetters of a cruel necessity. He goes on to say that he experienced
mortal agony in abandoning his loose morals and adds that when his mind was
almost made up, his former follies and pleasures pulled him back from his good
resolutions and murmured around him: "Are you giving us up then? From this
moment on are we never to be with you any more?"
But while the Saint battled with such tumultuous feelings he
heard a voice which said to him: take up and read. He at once obeyed this voice
and as he read a chapter of St. Paul the thick darkness in his mind was
dispelled, all the hardness vanished from his heart and he became perfectly
calm and serene. From that moment he made a clean break with the world, the
devil and the flesh, devoted himself completely to the service of God and
became the great Saint who is honored today on our altars. (ST. AUGUSTINE,
Confessions, Bk. 8, Chap. 12).
History also tells us that St. Ignatius of Loyola, as the result
of a spiritual reading which he made from no spirit of devotion but with the
sole desire to escape from the boredom of a painful infirmity, was transformed
from a captain in the army of an earthly king into a captain at the service of
the King of Heaven. This change was wrought in St. Ignatius of Loyola after he
had read the Life of Christ, by the Carthusian Ludolph of Saxony and a
Castilian Lives of the Saints. (Cf. Christopher Hollis, St. Ignatius,
Sheed and Ward, London 1931).
Again, we read of St. Columban that through reading a holy book
(Vita S. Columbani abbatis, auctore Jona: PL, 87, Col. 1016, No. 9) to
please his wife rather than from devotion, he found himself completely changed
and consecrated his life entirely to God.
Now, if the reading of holy books had the power to convert
worldly men into spiritual persons, how very powerful must not such reading be
in leading spiritual men and women to greater perfection?
I deal with just one example here, namely, that of St. Jerome.
He himself relates how he withdrew from the splendor of Rome and retired to
Palestine, where he spent his days and nights in fasts and vigils, in prayer
and harsh penances. Even in a life of such severity, he still had a fault which
was very detrimental to his spiritual progress. This was his immoderate love
for profane books and a certain repugnance for reading holy books because of
what he considered to be the uncultured literary style in which they were
written. As he himself admits, he saw a defect and a fault in the sun instead
of recognizing a defect in his own eyesight.
A severe remedy was required to make him come to his senses. The
Lord sent him an infirmity which reduced him to the point of death. When he was
about to die, the Lord carried him in spirit up to the Judgment Seat, where he
was asked who he was. The saint replied: "I am a Christian and I profess no
other faith than Yours, O my Lord." "You are lying," replied the Divine Judge,
"you are a Ciceronian (the saint was very fond of Cicero's writings) for where
your treasure is, there is your heart also.'' Then the Divine Judge ordered him
to be scourged. The pain of the blows caused the saint to weep and ask for
mercy, crying out in a loud voice: "Have mercy on me, O Lord."
The Angels who stood before the Judgment Seat began to implore
mercy for him, promising the Divine Judge on his behalf that he would make
amends for his fault. Then St. Jerome swore and promised with all the ardor of
his soul that never again would he read secular and profane writings, but only
holy books. At this point he returned to consciousness, to the astonishment of
those present who had believed him dead.
The Saint goes on to tell us that this was no vision or
illusion, for when he came to himself his eyes were full of tears, his
shoulders bruised and his flesh wounded from the severe blows he had received.
After this event the Saint gave himself up with great fervor to the reading of
holy books which were of very great benefit to him ...
Your Servant Padre Pio
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